His face IS a mask. It shows no emotions whatsoever. It's because he wears his emotions stored in a little pendant.

This is why...

The Realm of the Dead has a caretaker, who makes sure all souls keep flowing through the Realm and go back to the living world when they should. He is Death, a cloaked creature who wears a mask. No one knows what's behind the mask, some say there is nothing behind it at all.
At some point in time Death decided to create a son to aid him. So just like Death himself, Mordecai was created out of an idea. Not entirely human. Unfortunately there was too much Death-essence residing in him and he could not cope with it. Mordecai's emotions began to live a life of their own. It became another person that goes by the name of Mordes. Mordes would sometimes take Mordecai over to try ban out the Death-essence inside of him with his emotions. Because of this the foundation was slowly being destroyed, and soon both Mordecai and Mordes would die. To prevent that from happening Death took out Mordecai's emotions and stored them in a glass pendant.

Now Mordecai holds the pendant and the memories of his emotions close to his heart...



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It's as if I've done this shoot before...but better! 8D

That is the case actually. I decided to do this shoot with Trent at the same place in our garden as I did when he was still a Breakaway. I enjoyed doing this shoot with him so much! I was listening this cute song while taking pics of him. Made no sense, because cute isn't his style at all, but that song was so serene and nice I just had to. X3
Trent is part asian, and I must say it really shows in these photos. He also has a new cigarette. Hurray for that! He smoked all his others aka I lost them. :'D





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I did this cute little shoot a few days ago. It's all about that kitty cap Domodov's wearing of course. I got it from Hasel as a gift of some sorts. Thank you so much once again, Hasel! It was so awesomely sweet of you. (I wonder if she'll read this :'D)
Seriously, Domodov hasn't taken it off since I got it. Which means he's been wearing it for about 4 months now. XD

I don't really have anything more interesting to say so on to the pictures!






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Gaahhpffthabbidihab..I should stop doubting and post these darn photos. I'm not completely satisfied with these.. I'm sure I could have done better. But to do the whole shoot over again would be a bit silly. What irks me is that Trent doesn't really...you know..pop out. Ilya seems to steal the show. On the other hand it does say something about both of them. Ilya is the protagonist always there where things happen (causing things even). And Trent is the antagonist slithering in the back...waiting to strike..heheh. >:D
Oh wow, typing that helped. I like those pics better now. Though I should do a shoot with Trent alone, make him show off a bit more. ;P

The title of the shoot refers to the two last pictures. Both these pics are of the guys in the same pose but from a different angle. It's interesting that in one pic Ilya is very prominently present. He looks at Trent in a playful way (as if he's thinking about pulling a prank on Trent, which is not a healthy thing to do :'D) And in the other Trent is the one that draws your attention in his own creepy Trent-like way. The way he looks in the camera...you just don't want to know what he's thinking. *shudder*
When I was looking at these two photographs the words "Two sides....of the same coin!" popped up in my head, so I went with it.





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I haven't taken any pics of my dolls in ages! I haven't really had the energy for a lot of things. My sister isn't doing so well these days. She not really living..merely existing. Which makes me really sad, because there's not a lot I can do about it all. Just be there for her..by her side.

Enough about that, now for some good news: I'm taking pics of my dolls again. Yay! Finally! :'D For example I did this shoot of Rhannas yesterday. It's snowing here and Rhannas wants a snow-shoot every friggin' year. So there I was, squatted down in the snow! It was soooo cooold. >.< Rhannas didn't care though. XP
I'm very happy with this shoot, it looks like a fairy-tale with that apple and our cat in the background. And you know what I found out just now? Rhannas turned 2 yesterday. THE day that I did this photoshoot. The coincidence scares the crap out of me. XD




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I've decided I should stop saving for new dolls and start focusing on the dolls I have and complete some of them. :'D This boy here for example. I've been thinking he would look so awesome in a pirate outfit. And I normally am not into the whole pirate thing, but Domodov would look so friggin' cute as a swashbuckling...pirate. XD
Today I tried a furwig on Domodov, and I'm not too sure about it. I think wigs with bangs suit him much better. But it sure was fun to try out.





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I wanted to do a shoot with Delagrand a little while back. And after taking a few pics the batteries of my camera died. D'oh! I didn't really feel like doing the shoot again afterwards so I just chose the strongest picture of the bunch.

In my story all angels are downright crazy....to human standards anyway, because the angels themselves think their behaviour is normal. :'D
I think Delagrand might be just as nasty as the character Trent (the creepy psychopath) maybe even nastier. But just because it's so normal for an angel to be like that...Trent seems much worse. That is so funny! XD

My sister gave me an amazing birthday gift! Jewelry for Rhannas, and she made it herself! She specifically matched the colours of the jewelry to Rhannas's face-up. I'm so happy with...it's so beautiful. OoO
Finally made a shoot of Rhannas today. And she sure knows how to make a sunny summer day look like a cold winter day on photos. :'D

I feel good, and when I feel good I want to take pics of my dolls. And since two dolls of mine got new face-ups from jubriel I figured I could show them off. And these two are so different from each other, it's astounding. 8D

Me and my sis went to a dollmeet in Friesland (a province of the Netherlands). A meet that took 4 days and three nights...Longest meet I've ever been to. It was amazing, it really felt like we were all on a holiday. On the second day we went for a walk and I took Ilya with me to take some pics of him in a field. The sun was setting so the light was beautiful. X3
I really had a lot of fun the whole meet through.

On to the pics. Nothing fancy, just some cute pics of Ilya.

I've been looking forward to doing this photoshoot with my sister. The shoot with the Delagrand family together. Il Delagrand (Luts Abadon) is the father. Ilya (Migidoll Ryu) and Ila (Narae43) are half-brother and half-sister. We wanted to portray the relations they have with each other and show the differences and similarities. Also the concept was to make it look like typical family photos, you know those old black-and-white ones.
I think it turned out great. X3

A while ago I bought this amazing artist dress on DoA for Rhannas. When the dress arrived I tried it on but unfortunately it wasn't tight enough around the bust and therefore slipped down. So my mom and I carefully adjusted the dress and now it fits Rhannas perfectly. X3

Rhannas is a winter-girl but she sure looks good surrounded by colours...even if she doesn't agree. XP

I can't believe it took me so long to do a shoot with Trent. But here he is. XD It took so long because my sis was thinking that a modded sleeping Breakaway might be a better Trent, so I tried not to bond too much with the regular Breakaway. Tried and failed miserably! He's just too much ...Trent! ^_____^;

I did notice it's pretty hard to portray him and who he really is through photography. I wonder why that is. But Jubriel is planning on doing his face-up anew so maybe that'll help.
Funny thing is that once his jacket was unbuttoned the portraying went a lot easier. XD *slaps self*

After being with Dutch customs for I don't know how long, he finally arrived two days ago. As soon as we (my sister and I) saw him we knew that a Breakaway was just perfect for the character Trent. My sis will be doing his face-up and I'm very curious about the outcome.

If you want to see the box-opening pics they can be found at my sister's LJ: jubriel

Il Delagrand is an angel, a Cherubim to be precise. So when I saw the priest outfits by Heise I knew I had to get one for Delagrand. It's exactly something that he would wear in the story. You could describe him as a villain. But I don't really believe in heroes and villains...Makes a story much more interesting too.
In one of the pics there's a text saying: " Hoe verbeeld je een engel?" Which is Dutch for: "How do you portray an angel?" Kewl, eh? XP

Look at what I found in the recycle bin today! Two pics of Ilya that are absolutely gorgeous! Seriously, where was my head at when I deleted these!? Oh, well...good thing I never empty my bin. XD

I haven't done a shoot in while...don't know why though. *shrugs* Anyway, Ilya got a new outfit from Sadol a while ago. And for some reason Sadol really has this style that's just perfect for Ilya. I love the hats they have at Sadol...really something that Ilya would wear. Especially when he dances, I always picture him wearing a hat. Ilya loves to dance, it's his absolute favorite thing to do. X3

I just posted Ventaroth in the sales thread on DoA. I'm so incredibly nervous it's silly.
Here's the link: http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?t=193565

I hope everything will go smoothly. *dies*

After months of thinking about it, I have decided to sell Ventaroth. He hasn't inspired me for such a long time and I also think he will not inspire me in the future. I love this boy but I have to let him go. And having decided this actually feels right.
So this will probably be his last photoshoot.

Enjoy!

I was bored and wanted to take some pics of Ilya-man ever since he got his new eyes. Since it's New Year's Day I thought it would be nice and maybe even symbolic to do it today.

So Ilya and I wish you a Happy New Year! X3